Yesterday you broke me,
I've never felt so torn.
The words you spoke to me,
Made me wish I was never born,
You cut off my hair,
And took my pride,
Making me look like a boy,
While inside I died.
New clothes I loved,
The blue short sleeved type,
But later that day,
They were stained by tears I wiped.
Honestly, I felt like crying,
As chunks of hair were chopped,
When I said I didn't want too,
You yelled at me for an hour non stop,
"Fucking selfish brat, why don't you just hand your self in?Everyone would be better off that way, You're so weak it's pathetic . I shouldn't have helped you that day."
Those words hurt me so bad,
I couldn't stop the tears,
You lifted your hand and striked,
Making me remember all my fears,
I know that your in pain,
And I know that it's my fault,
But your words ripped open wounds,
And it felt like you poured salt,
I really am burden,
I guess I'm not that strong,
And I wish I could apologize
For doing everyone wrong,
Sorry for getting in the way,
And making you spend money,
Sorry for teasing,
And making you mad, I guess I thought it was funny.
I've realized I'm not wanted,
I always knew deep in side,
But I never though you'd give up on me,
You said things would be alright.
I showed you my soft side and you ripped it all to shreds,
I haven't stopped crying since,
"You look like boy" it makes me feel like shit,
Yet you striked me making me wince.
Big brother? No you were like a father,
But you made me realize I'm nothing ,
Just a bother.