Surrender

Never give up?
Is that what you taught?
Keep fighting till the end?
Clear your mind erase every though?

You say it so easily,
It roles off your tongue,
But I've been through hell and back,
Yet you've done nothing wrong.

You push me harder,
Every battle, I fight with pride,
Scars never heal,
He said he'd be by my side.

No emotion no weakness,
I tried my best to subside,
No crying no memories,
When everyone died.

Tears, over flowing,
Weak? for feeling pain?
I love my one comfort,
this time it wasn't the rain.

Its not my fault,
Yet you prove me wrong?
I'm tired of fighting,
And the wars just begun.

It's so simple,
I'll just stop trying to win,
I have no more will power,
Just judge all my sins.

A terrifying peace,
That comes with surrender,
I guess in the end,
No one needs a defender.

Its over, I'm done,
I've drank from the cup,
I'm sorry sensai,
This is me giving up.

Alexias-Ashley